In english
Eftersom orginaltexten är på engelska och jag är lat så får ni dagens blogg på engelska.
I'm sinking down in a depression. I don't know exactly why. Old feelings that i thougt were dead since long i guess.
I dont know what to do, i don't know where to go who to talk to... shit i don't know anything.
Why is everything so goddamn complicated? Can't things just work out properly? Or does everything have to crash and burn?
I feel like i haven't done anything right since the day i was born, hell, i even screwed that one up, i twisted the navalcord around my neck and nearly suffocated myself (hey that explains a lot of stuff).
I am a complete and utter failure, heck i probably fail att being the biggest failure aswell.
I'm just good for nothing. The more i think of things the more i understand that nothing's gonna change anytime soon, if i find something i like i either mess it up by just being the clumsy ass i am, or i'm not good enough to make it work, doesn't matter if its love, music, helping my friends, doing stuff on the computer like drawing, webdesigning or playing games. in short, i suck... So even if i like her, what's the point?
Ursäktar mig för eventuella stavning och grammatikfel, jag är sjuk!
I'm sinking down in a depression. I don't know exactly why. Old feelings that i thougt were dead since long i guess.
I dont know what to do, i don't know where to go who to talk to... shit i don't know anything.
Why is everything so goddamn complicated? Can't things just work out properly? Or does everything have to crash and burn?
I feel like i haven't done anything right since the day i was born, hell, i even screwed that one up, i twisted the navalcord around my neck and nearly suffocated myself (hey that explains a lot of stuff).
I am a complete and utter failure, heck i probably fail att being the biggest failure aswell.
I'm just good for nothing. The more i think of things the more i understand that nothing's gonna change anytime soon, if i find something i like i either mess it up by just being the clumsy ass i am, or i'm not good enough to make it work, doesn't matter if its love, music, helping my friends, doing stuff on the computer like drawing, webdesigning or playing games. in short, i suck... So even if i like her, what's the point?
Ursäktar mig för eventuella stavning och grammatikfel, jag är sjuk!
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